I’ll be so happy to get back to feeling alive again. I’ve not been sick, just tired. It’s more mental exhaustion than physical. Here lately it takes a full day to recuperate after I teach a class for a day. I need to go to the doctors and maybe get on some medication or something for it. He’ll probably just tell me to take vitamins or something, which I already do. But I’m not complaining about teaching, I get paid extra when I teach.

It’s hard for me to believe that it’s the end of January. Didn’t I just celebrate New Years? They always said time will fly once you pass 40 but my gosh, I really didn’t think it would go this fast. My son is 18 now and I have very vivid memories of his birth. I remember his smell, his cry, and the moment I first saw him. That was 18 going on 19 years ago now.

I’m almost 50 years old now and it seems I’ve come a long way since 25. I wonder what it’ll be like at 75? I’m on the downhill slope of life I guess. lol